not impressed

ah, my sibling often tells me this never-ending phrase when something doesn’t meet her approval. she says it like a kiwi. then today(or rather yday) i saw chuuchuu’s msn name and was like, yeah, i guess that’s what i’ve been feeling of late – NOT IMPRESSED.

first of all
i’d like to address the fisher paykel pronunciation. apparently it’s like the highest search hit for my “blog”(weblog) which i should rename as “rlog” (ranting log)

you can say it as “pay-kel” or “pai-kel” and i also don’t care. it’s their family surname and i think they ought to call it whatever they want. when i wrote this post, i had a stupid argument with my boss because he corrected me in front of everyone that was in the shop and i told him what i really though – “that i didn’t care and you can call them whatever you want because it’s likes “potaytoes” – “potarrrtoes” and “tomaytoesss”-”tomarrrtoes” for all i bloody care” he obviously was not impressed. but look, i studied english. you studied ENGRISH. i have the manners not to tell you your english is wrong in front of a crowd but having said that after countless times of being told off for stupid petty little things in front of a crowd, i’d say my confidence level is at a new boost – i think i will feel rage but it will all be contained until he triggers my angers – ie. call me to do him a favour then bashes me morally….awesome la…

MORAL: TRY NOT TO WORK FOR AZN BOSS WHO CLAIMS THEY’RE KIWI BUT STILL GOT AZN ACCENT. they’re a fraud. or mostly just my boss.

i don’t even care if anyone i know read this anymore because i can’t write cryptic messages on my facebook. it’s MY BLOG and I CAN BASH ANYONE I LIKE so as long as i don’t go and outright say their name and where they live or release any thing that could be detrimental to their privacy but if you got eyes, sit at the place work once a week. sit in front of the counter and you can hear all the verbal abuse we all put up with. sit at the bar and you can see all sorts of emotional turmoil. but you know, he is god because it is his shop. step outside that property and boy you’d be reduce to nothing but waste.or at least watch him strip away our dignity.

anyway
i’m not impressed with these kind of ppl anymore and i am really sad i have to tolerate them or rather maybe you guys should pity them to tolerate someone like me.

it’s true ok, if you don’t like something, voice it. if you keep quiet then complaint later, they will get angry and tell you that you had your chance.
well i tried to be nice but in the end i got burned and now worst, the reality is my loved ones are getting burned.

so
i decided to leave…for good.
4 more months.

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my job hunting experiences

alright. I’ve upped the ante!

I started applying for jobs since the beginning of this year. but the scope was very little since i didn’t have a lot of free time.
now i do, since i crammed everything into 2 single days and got off my day job for a bit of a breather, i upped the ante

rant…

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toughnut

“when the going gets toughs, the toughs gets going”

i often have that saying nagging at the back of my head. i guess that’s why, no matter how much crap is being thrown at me or the people whom i nosy about, i still try to do something about it.
sometimes, i cbf, so i take it head on. sometimes, i run away and then i come back and face with when i’ve gotten some new gear to tend to the problem. not everything, can be solved at first. this i believe. running away, isn’t cowardly. (well not in my books)

these days, life can get quite tough but we will persevere.
and i’m sure we can make it out of this gloomy cloud. i mean, 6 more months till the new yr(chinese new yr) so that means, luck is bout to change right? RIGHT??!?!?!? (if not, back to buying counter charms but i have been procrastinating about buying counter charms – apparently you need to carry pig?!?!? and thus never got one…but never mind. obviously, i think bout this but i do naught bought it -_-)

so
i should be pissing in my pants but i’m actually reveling in adrenaline, trying to get through the week -_-”
hope you guys have a good one. i’m off to eat fried rice with chilli (happiness can die) with fried egg (i wish we could use luncheon meat T_T..everyday i will be very happy even though i will die because of salt overload..but impossible since baby doesn’t like that stuff T_T” he calls them the inedible..)

and then off to go about the day’s bidding
pls let me win lotto. pls let me win lotto.
the winnings will not go entirely to me so please let me win lotto!

*takes our rabbit’s foot*

and i will also be going on a enlightenment trip which hopefully would see me give up many material things for the next 6 months. so i guess this blog will go back to my rants (as usual) and food, whenever it is, i cook.
no more eating out unless it’s unavoidable. thus, my point about being a toughnut. i’m not going to be spoilt anymore. i will work hard also. i can do this!I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!

nomadic lifestyle..here i come!!!

(why am i so happy -___-” )

edit: man my typo is real bad -_-”

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