not impressed

ah, my sibling often tells me this never-ending phrase when something doesn’t meet her approval. she says it like a kiwi. then today(or rather yday) i saw chuuchuu’s msn name and was like, yeah, i guess that’s what i’ve been feeling of late – NOT IMPRESSED.

first of all
i’d like to address the fisher paykel pronunciation. apparently it’s like the highest search hit for my “blog”(weblog) which i should rename as “rlog” (ranting log)

you can say it as “pay-kel” or “pai-kel” and i also don’t care. it’s their family surname and i think they ought to call it whatever they want. when i wrote this post, i had a stupid argument with my boss because he corrected me in front of everyone that was in the shop and i told him what i really though – “that i didn’t care and you can call them whatever you want because it’s likes “potaytoes” – “potarrrtoes” and “tomaytoesss”-”tomarrrtoes” for all i bloody care” he obviously was not impressed. but look, i studied english. you studied ENGRISH. i have the manners not to tell you your english is wrong in front of a crowd but having said that after countless times of being told off for stupid petty little things in front of a crowd, i’d say my confidence level is at a new boost – i think i will feel rage but it will all be contained until he triggers my angers – ie. call me to do him a favour then bashes me morally….awesome la…

MORAL: TRY NOT TO WORK FOR AZN BOSS WHO CLAIMS THEY’RE KIWI BUT STILL GOT AZN ACCENT. they’re a fraud. or mostly just my boss.

i don’t even care if anyone i know read this anymore because i can’t write cryptic messages on my facebook. it’s MY BLOG and I CAN BASH ANYONE I LIKE so as long as i don’t go and outright say their name and where they live or release any thing that could be detrimental to their privacy but if you got eyes, sit at the place work once a week. sit in front of the counter and you can hear all the verbal abuse we all put up with. sit at the bar and you can see all sorts of emotional turmoil. but you know, he is god because it is his shop. step outside that property and boy you’d be reduce to nothing but waste.or at least watch him strip away our dignity.

anyway
i’m not impressed with these kind of ppl anymore and i am really sad i have to tolerate them or rather maybe you guys should pity them to tolerate someone like me.

it’s true ok, if you don’t like something, voice it. if you keep quiet then complaint later, they will get angry and tell you that you had your chance.
well i tried to be nice but in the end i got burned and now worst, the reality is my loved ones are getting burned.

so
i decided to leave…for good.
4 more months.

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just when you thought of progress…

just when you thought your days are getting better
and you are getting tolerant.
and well you do need money but somehow you need to regain a bit of pride and confidence and not look like readily asswipe available at any instance…

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end of job hunting?

no.
i didn’t get a job. in fact, they didn’t call me back after they took my details. and i changed my fb picture into some random gnome so they cannot find me on facebook lmfao.

anywayz
next week is the last week
else i am going to do all the casual hospo work lined up…
i guess it’s fated. i am stuck in here forever and ever and ever in this loop.

but next week i have to go try for another one – non hospo related. i hope it will be ok… T_T” not many voice acting jobs in nz….might go japan and do those AV/hentai anime actress voice over LMFAO all you gotta do is “ahhhh” and “oooo” and act all shy, right? LMFAO…
jk jk jk ..

moar rant

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it’s just a game…

that’s what these people tell me to treat this shit.
it’s easier said than done because you are not at the receiving end of this bullshit. so since i have to cop it, we do it my way. anyone who isn’t involved should just stfu and listen to me rant.

sigh.

give me a verbal via txt for something that happened on thurs that lagged on until today.
i think this is most certainly unfair but what can i do about it because everyone tells me to treat this as a joke?

hey
when you get a verbal or a written, it ain’t a joke.
it’s like a fine but without demerit points.

well no
i won’t take this shit lying down because this is EVERYONE;s fault.and in teh first place, if you noticed this from last week, why the hell didn’t you do shit since…you were working urself?
lmao.

don’t taint other people’s bright future just because you are already living your quasi dream.

sigh….that’s why people don’t listen to you because you act like a self righteous(at your convenience) bigot and also you are like an arrogant prick. and you even bend the rules for yourself. wtf. you’re not god.

and btw
if you need to put up a show using unwilling puppets to get what you need, your show is a failure…lmfao…your method is failure cos even if it’s free, nobody wants to come to your play…so grow up a little bit and maybe employ a bit more respect and reverence to another human being, perhaps then, will the mass horde start giving you the respect you desire or need to feed on in order to function or live. (LOSER)

you cannot stand alone in this show. without the supporting cast, you are nothing. but of course, you think you are the best
and you can do the whole show by yourself. bravo. for your impeccable self confidence.

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weird food

i just read cindytey’s blog
btw she’s MDG (msian dream girl) winner season 1
pretty thing lar!!!!!her face is quite cute leh!!! i wish kenny sia can get me an autograph the next time he comes back to nz! (if ever and provided i didn’t scare him)

anywayz
that reminded me of some weird shit (but perhaps, a delicacy to others)..sorry i’m not refined enough as an asian…my apologies in advance if you think those delicacies are…exquisite…my pallet is just not trained to accept that. sorry peasant here!

click here for an idea of what i am talking about : sea cucumber

i was sick a few yrs back when someone thought it was a good idea to order that weird soup with that sea urchin shit…the soup was black, the night was black with poor lighting and the crap inside the soup with supposedly healing abilities was black….like a clump of shit…zomg..

i don’t care how expensive it is but i am so not eating that crap….then anyway said person got angers and then i had no choice. i had to layan a bit…but all in all, i wanted to stab him for making me drink that ominous shit.

but right after i telan hahaha I PUKE IT BACK OUT hahahaha i guess you can really call me a peasant since it was soo disgusting it wasn’t funny. like eating crunchy seaweed but the mental images was chewing some worm guts…big FAT WORM…fuzzy also…said person was not pleased despite me laughing my ass off haahhaahahah….i still laugh when i see that weird shit in those asian restaurant…

baby goes ><” when i poke the aquarium glass violently like mad person….and lucky he doesn’t think they are nice to eat(more like don’t want to order incase i puke on table and then he paiseh…maybe he really cannot bring me anywhere.. since i’m such a disgrace)

but i stress, there are many fucked up asians like this – just because they think it’s expensive, so die die, also must eat la… lobster, birds nest, shark’s fin, sea urchins, cockroach, rats, scorpions, frog, dog, cat, grass hopper, snake……so kiasu for wat? cannot eat it won’t die wan ok? omg…don’t let me start on those fatty azn food…*pukes* trotters, hocks, belly, jelly fat..YUCKSSSSSs… but i digress, it’s just me..sorry if u love those kinda things..

me on the other hand….one day no rice i sure die wan….
having said that, i am lucky i am able to afford whatever it is i want to eat (except elbuli…..) but even if i can afford it, i still won’t buy it cos…..in the end the expensive food would come back straight out from my mouth as mess…*sigh*

oh yeah
me thinking of moving back permanently is on hold. shit like this reminds me if i go back, i worry bout things like this. if i stay here, at least, i can move to some countryside and be country bumpkin but we all know, this isn’t going to happen because i hate the countryside with all kinds of passion.and also, i will never hear the end of my mother’s nagging…haihz….but baby is slowly opening to the idea of going offshore to live for a while…hahaaha…MUST…SWAY..him…to go to hongkongggggggg….most likely, not gonna happen ><” but if we don’t live, we need to travel. that is compromise. because, if you travel, you see. you experience. you live. you feel.
it’s better than reading a book.
and definitely way better than having to listen to some asshole preach about life.

your 1/4 teaspoon of salt isn’t comparable to my 1 tablespoon of salt. go bleed a little bit and go face death a bit closer than come back and talk to me. btw, don’t fucking tellme to go to bed when you sleep at 2 am in the fucking morning. i can do 3 shifts in a row even though i could be drugged or semi intoxicated. i love bars. you, love being on a high pedastal…and just so you know, most of us who work for you can pull 150 hrs a week without any effort but we won’t because neither the pay nor the environment is tempting enough. and don’t be stingy boss. buy us a proper meal from time to time (ie pizza or mackers) instead of fucking azn takeaways from across the street. that’s oily. and cater for the vegan man..don’t force vegan man to eat fried potatoes and spring roll..

btw uni is T_T”

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work politiks

dear boss

if u cannot handle women, please don’t hire them until you can
1) treat them with some respect
2) stop saying shit that might be potential towards harrassment suit

alright
it’s not big secret that my workplace (the most famous one to date since i work for some famous ones in the north island) anyway, no big secret lar we got some fucked up internal management and now they all trying to do all kind of weird shit.

then over the weekend, my friend lost the plot and had an outburst and like caused a scene and then the head of other dept. won’t tolerate that bullshit and had a word with teh so called assistant manager.

assistant manager went on a power tripping trip, you see?
darling, if you never had it, then you cannot lose something you never had it to begin with, right?
wtf
don’t just demand respect when you under shitload of stress and cannot manage it and take it out on others?

and if you have brains and eyes, use them. don’t take the opinion of other people, who may see things differently, than you, as the one absolute truth because you cannot decide, which is, the absolute truth.

that i believe is the truth because
i saw it with my own eyes and heard it with my own ears.

so the drama ensued the next working day because my nolongerbutlosttheplot friend couldn’t hold her mouth. you know, i didn’t tell anyone bout her crap cos it would mean backstabbing cos it was supposed to be 3 of us that are friends but obviously, i don’t sway my thoughts for anyone and that, causes a rift.

shit lar…
so much drama.
we talk bout shit outside work over drinks but that’s that you know…if you wanna do something mainstream, i will wait for the cause to be something unjustified then ok, i will do something. but till then, if i dun need to do shit, i won’t lo.cos no benefit or satisfaction for me also? haihz.

like really
i thought my so called friend was honest cos i mean, u can’t just cry on cue if u so transparent like that but then i got to witness that she a bit mental on saturday – bring in everythin that was unrelated to the issue and worst, i had to sit there n take it in from the boss n her having a go at each other when clearly, my friend got some mental problem….

haihz
DON’T LOSE THE PLOT AT WORK PPL
it’s very damaging……
ask for time off or just leave while u still have dignity.

i’m free, for real, when my friend comes to visit.
well i hope so.
not entertaining anymore phone calls from work after hours
i mean, i’m not getting paid to be responsible after work
and nobody appreciates anything i ever do
so there isn’t any point to go on, anymore.

these days
nobody cares bout ethics
and nobody gives a crap bout principles.

i’m reverting to the “it’s recession time so if u want to open ur big fat mouth, then open your big fat money filled pockets to me also.”

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