went to alphabet for brunch in parnell. quite disappointing man..wtf la..service is good. cabinet food looks exciting (i don’t like the almond muffin..wtf) coffee – you cannot go wrong with the shot because they are using swift to pack it so all the barista had to worry was their milk…like mostly places, i don’t drink milk base coffee anymore unless they have a really great reputation but i didn’t see anyone awesome and my ears went a bit OUCH when they steamed milk so pass…..overall, it was alrite ^ ^ but i don’t know as i didn’t drink anything but an americano..if you can FUCK UP WITH A SWIFT AND A LA MARZOCCO MAKING AN AMERICANO, YOU’RE A FUCKING IDIOT.

pictures and comments under. before i bore you to death with my other shopping rants.

eggs bene with bacon

prawn risotto (risotto of the day)

corn fritters

low carb breakfast

tomorrow is anniversary date and we’re going for dinnerrrrrrrrrr at an all meat place but…i’m slowly trying to adapt to becoming a vegetarian or at least, eat only 10% of meat in a day (at the current rate i go, it’s more like the max of meat i eat is the equivalent of 1.5 slice of bacon T_T and 1/4 of chicken breast) ,… i know i know..i’ve not been to angus steak house but tomorrow i will go for salad barr booyah..i think i will just eat salad only LMFAO but he will get angry so better attempt to eat some meat XD booyah..i must have garlic butter tho! cannot wait!! someone got his anniversary present edi…i was gonna get that as his bday present but looks like since he ruined my plans for original present, gotta swap the dates *booohoo* : ( but that means, i’m broke. : ( but worth it la ….

i guess moral is, don’t make gf angry else they go on rampage and spend their money and your money all over new market HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway i’ve other food review pictures but we’ll just do the alphabet one today cos i don’t need to edit the pixs pixs

G2000 in new market has sale. quite worth it so we went there to blow a big hole in my wallet. nothing much for the ladies unless you’re looking for work pants…tops were quite old fashioned or it’s simply because i no longer wear those kind of tops…i don’t feel like looking butchy… anywayz i like bitchy but at least someone was happy XD i’m happy cos i got to buy clothes (even tho not for me) but i’ve yet to buy something for myself…sigh..CANNOT FIND CLOTHES within prices that is acceptable to my other half. fuck this la..ralph lauren in 277 also don’t have nice collared shirts…shoudl’ve bought the lot in brisbane but i thought melbourne would be better but then i got kinda pissed when they had the same stuff just that the price was quite a big range…FML. girls, next time see cheap, just buy. don’t think so much.

tonite everyone is sick including myself. i got food poisoning earlier in the week..so i’ma cook us some nice deliciously decadent tasting food tonite…healthy ones too XD

and i leave you with some home cooked food

chix + mix vege home made fritatas

spring mix pasta salad ^ ^

i’m besotted with pictures and polaroids and gin wigmore and chocolate
i’ve been sick for the last fwe days with shitty food poisoning…

sigh…
kinda felt like the sky was gonna fall onto my head cos my netherregion felt like a meteor just crashed in it

one more day till friday then my first weekend begins
endless parties!~~~ omg cannot wait cannot wait!!

ah looming victory.
maybe
i don’t know. it could be shit but who cares at this point. (well till the realisation kicks in)
i could be broke ass by the end of next week and living under the bridge, i actually don’t care anymore.

this is the last week for me that will leave me in anxiety – waiting for results for endless things but they are never the less important
but mostly i think it’s because i decided i couldn’t take the shit from the douche anymore and ran for it

baby is happy to see i got a backbone and ran for it when i saw the door barely opening for my escape hahaha i have always been a sucker to my work as in i work too hard… but nah..nahhhhhhh…i have to start all over again…ahahha

btw pls persevere in job hunting…it gets a bit daunting but don’t give up…somehow you’ll make it…i’m still looking despite being up and down but it doesn’t matter…

ok rubbish aside,
i <3 paramore..omg la..last week friday i ended up chillin with chuchu and we ended up at ray's house playing guitar hero and and and…and..i first heard paramore (lol nub) and and and..fell in love with itttttttttt…….awesome songs…. so i'ma blast it out loud today when i clean the house and get on to get ready to go to work ;p

i realised i ever only type on mondays now
i think it's cos i wake up super early and well rested (i slept for 25 hrs straight yday -__-) and with a lot of things to do and think to tackle the week and make myself want to live until the end of saturday
but after next saturday
i will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

FUCK YEAH

some people think it’s funny to make me their muse
what can be “oh so interesting” bout me is beyond me other than i am just another lazy bum who likes waking up late and procrastinate all over.

something bout this summer makes me feel apprehensive yet alive. i know. terrible juxtaposition (for the lack of a better word) been going out looking more summery these days because 1) ran out of clothings 2) cbf – getting lazier

but been getting stares. WHAT? there’s more skankier people out their in their sun dress. i still have a jacket on. -_- (*rolls eyes* it’s always all bout me*/rolls*)

anyway read this
kinda true v.eracio.us’s i think i know why and today’s good read would fall to pinky’s anecdote the rice stealing mouse … wonder what my own grandma is doing….i miss her food..everyday surely got different soup and rice and all my favourite food and side of home cooked belacan…brings back memories man…i might visit her soon-we have on/off r.ship in the sense sometimes she favours my sibling moar than me o.0″
(it’s ok..i favour my sibling also lmao…we have a weird r.ship between us…)

also kinda funny when mai grandma likes to nag and then sometimes just swap personality and go rigid like my mom..but boi..can they nag…i think i have that tendencies too…

week’s been looking good but i suspect murphy’s out to destroy it some way, some how. well, i don’t have high hopes so i guess if i fall, i won’t feel so bad anyway.

i have a lot of work to do. mostly unpaid work (as always) hopefully they will eventuate to something. someone reminded me to get my portfolio going…ah…my skillz so rusty i don’t even bloody remember what is the basis of an action script…6 yrs too long man…

i might go for a hair cut. i want it short. and with med. curves.i wanna do it like that thai wig i saw. awesomeness.
but.oh well. subjected to approval by the other half since he has to look at me most of the time LMAO

have a good week ahead guys ^ ^

i’m listening to queen and yui.
weird combo but what the heck.
i’ve cheered up from my emo-ness yday
and whatever happens happens

finally
i got some more free lance jobs
but again
IT’s NOT ENOUGH but oh well
shitty time in the world to look for jobs

hmmm my free hosting is back
but i don’t really know what to do with it
anyway
i start work monday.

so this year is truly not my year
i’ve resigned to the fact that whatever comes, comes
whatever happens, happens and i can’t do much but
to accept it
even if i begrudgingly do

but i think my depression will just get worst and worst
as i try to struggle to stay on the top
but somehow
i am also finding peace that i can accept the things that i normally cannot accept

if.
we’re fated to die young
nothing i can do bout it anymore

morning people
tuesday morning

long weekend has just passed. how did you guys fare?
i did nothing but eat, sulk, get angry and play games hahaah so it was almost good.
anyway long week ahead.
lotsa work to catch up.

did you guys enjoy chocolate day at giapo?
anyway i certainly did xD

hmmm i was thinking of what to say but i really have too much i want to say but i cannot say
so i’ll just leave it with some of my thoughts.

i really like the fact that i can show affection whenever i want where ever we are and he also does the same
it’s like we don’t need to hide or downplay it our affections for each other
it really feels special when he just pulls me near even if we’re in a social gathering and he’ll give me a peck on my head or my cheek
ahhhh it’s really blissful, this feeling
sometimes he can sense i am nervous and i feel out of place but it will be ok
because he knows exactly when to grab my hand and hold it tightttttttttttt and then smile and that is the signal that everything is going to be ok

also
am lucky things are getting better with my parents
but i really dislike the fact that they’re trying to stuff me to gain weight
i can only eat so much ne o.0

friends, today is chocolate day at GIAPO at QUEEN STREET AUCKLAND CITY so head on down and get some cos it’s definately awesome. while i can’t eat ice cream atm cos i am sick, i hope ya’ll enjoy this for me.

been 10 days since i last posted
what happened.

so that weekend on the 10th i went for drinks with the boys..wuz pretty funny cos of a “Departed” moment but it’s all good XD

then baby made me breakfast, lunch and dinner for 2 solid days and we started playing games p2p together again and then umm i forgot but all we did was just eat hardout on mai birthday. was supposed to go clubbing again the following weekend but end up, cbf. i slept until sunday to go eat with my parents. they want to feed me but don’t want me to move back XD *win* so far many good food and thankfully no akward questions XD well not like he’ll lemme go back anyway xD

anyway as i was saying
did you know, budget fruit loops taste like fake fruit loops?t does because we went to the supermarket and then wanted to buy some but it was out..so ended up with home brand…sigh….but after a while, i guess it will be in line.

oh yeah
crazy noodles is looking for someone to work as their waitress/waiter. if you can read chinese and write it faster than me, then pls go find mr Aw in new market.

also, i sprained my neck cos i was a bit retarded but it’s all good now. one more week to school and hello one week break and SUMMER SCHOOL! DAM WIN liao.NOT

nothing much significant has happened but i have a feeling i might die earlier than expected.how can i be so blase about this? i don’t know either but it seems due to a hereditary thing i might have to go in for a proper test because i am showing signs of that and my uncle just picked it up from my rants. i guess i’m lucky number 1 for my generation.

and btw
if you have too much migraine often enough
it probably isn’t migraine.
it’s something much more worst an you need to check it out. it’s like a time bomb and i could possibly have it until results come back.

if we die we die..i’m so blas..
someday somehow, everyone dies anyway
but i will be sad to leave the people behind…
i also did say if one of us had to die first, wished it’ll be me so i don’t die of a broken heart right after him.but either way i’ll probably be broken hearted and will never recover. i know this so.

so the weather forecast was a sham
there was really not much of a rain, let alone storm … -__-
and my weekend plans were duly crushed because of weather, fatigue and douchebag ala aznboss.
lmao i am kinda dreading it every time he cooks curry cos it’s always kinda weird
last nite butter chicken was insanely watered down
but never mind la since i hold the rule that if you don’t know how to cook curry even when instructions is given, you shouldn’t be cooking at all….don’t try to improvise if you don’t even know the basis of cooking a decent simple curry and best part, IT’S INSTANT…no wonder you’re a douchebag..you cook this meal so many times and you haven’t gotten it right…. sigh…you really should just leave cooking to the people who can actually cook… -_-’ and stop mutilating my intestines….no wonder i just eat sauce and rice…

i went out to drinks anyway wif PST, Chuuchuuu and rayray because we were all in the same hood
aahahahahah
btw i found a really nice msian food place to eat aye,…albeit cooked by dodgy singaporeans but it was the best mee goreng i ever ate and so cheap, i’m going back today to eat breakfast and subsequently until something bad happens ie commercialised or sold out or etc…i will be going back at least every week. the drawback is, it only accepts cash and since i hate to carry cash…
but never mind..so dam good, it’s almost like the mamak..
the environment also, sadly, like the mamak but the mamak stall is cleaner in sense the taukeh always turnover tables faster lmfao and tables are always clean…

thenn after they left. i went to play magic beans
lmao so dam funny ok!!! but i didn’t win anything tonite
and then we continue drinking and i went home to sleep and totally forgot bout my assignment that is due today at midnight.
lmao

word count : 0

AHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH
i’ma die but first , i’m gonna g3t breakkie and then go collect bday present
and then come back and mug my books like no tomorrow….

btw thank you for the wishes chuuuchuu XD
oh um i think i’ll send u the pix instead of uploading it here XD
nobody will ever witness yours and PST’s lengchaizness and it will be wasted here : )

manga of the week: GS Mikami (actually i’ve been reading it like crazy)
anime of the week: FMA and Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo – Young Kindaichi case files….XD dam old school liao

note: the more i watch these anime, the more humour i see in life – in terms of ppl’ actions and it’s quite funny when u see their expression ..like life imitates art. XD

so last post looked like spam of some of the good deals i thought was happening
but i have more good news XD and good deals
btw i’m not paid to endorse them
i paid for all the stuff myself (the worst thing bout having someone sponsor you is that if you don’t like it, you have to like it because they paid for you to like it…so i might as well pay for it myself and i get to write whatever it is they had to offer)

anyway up until this weekend (i think)
the cut above academy has a very sweet promo going on
if you like massages because a back and thigh/leg(have to check i forgot) massage cost only $50 and with this promo, the academy’s beauty and spa dept is giving away free sauna treatments….

btw
i went for my facial yesterday and i fell asleep again
best ever 40 minutes of my life because after the facial i had a massage
and they really have the hand of a goddess…..

so if you like to relax and want to treat yourself at a very cheap price, head on there
and you can quote my name to get discounts~~ how not good is that?

anyway
i went to the meetup yesterday and boy were the a bunch of funny and interesting individuals.
but i guess i’m going anti social and cannot mix well anymore
i’m gonna hang up the cape over the weekend when i turn 24 next week
partay is apparently happening on saturday
but that depends on the weather
and whether baby and i are actually bothered to leave the house later in the evening
(we have this bad habit of once we go home we won’t go out until the next time we need too… -_-)

anyway giapo’s icecream on queen street is nice : )
i still prefer the gelato at the ferry terminal in downtown because it’s more smoother and it’s not uberly sweet
but giapo is still awesome never the less…for $7, the cone is so big and like double scoops..WTF how not cheap is that? anyway if you go and become a regular, you can join the giapo familia’s wall : )
cheap and good and designered. oh yeah!!!
they’re italians btw! so go on in and flex your italiannnnnnn~~~

i’ve been receiving presentssssssssssssss and it’s not my birthday yet!!!
sniff
thank you thank you thank you~~~
i’m madly in love with one of them my bf think i’m neglecting him -_-
sorry baby
but i’m sure my obsession will be over soon
i think i’m almost cured…..
waiting for results now…
well hopefully good news and on a better road to recovery
if i have to take medicine for the rest of my life
sigh…………………………………………………..

anyway have a good weekend ahead
i forgot everything i wanted to post -_- sigh..