nz twitterati contest

well, i’ve had a twitter account from way before but i just started lurking again because nz caught up with the rest of the world’s craze : )
i also have plurk but i cbf anymoar.

anyway
if you love to twitter.twiting and you live in nz and you have citizenship or equal or permanent residency and you want to win something since you have 67456846337 followers or you update 464657364 times a day, go here – twitter contest

you can submit a twitterer also (lol sounds like adulterer) and well, good luck : )

one more day to the weekend. hope you guys have a wicked friday and a good weekend ahead. i hope it rains like shit so people stay at home and spend time with the kids. lmfao.

Filed under: Uncategorized , miss/mr twitter nz, rant, twitter, twitter contest

dear kiwis

4 u kiwis hu didn’t noe u culd upd8 fb via twitter, YOU CAN!dun need 2 purposely go 027 -__-”
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what it said was “for you kiwis who didn’t know you could update facebook via twitter, well, YOU CAN! No reason to go to 027/telecom right?

sorry i don’t hate telecom or anything but if everyone goes there, that means i will get charged for sms/txt-ing/calling ppl on the other carrier line. why should i? i wouldn’t.hahhaha i’d just…never ever call or txt them..being the friend that i am..lol…

now the next carrier that’s be to provide a stable service for 6 months to a 1 yr thereafter in the mobile provisioning service, i’d totally change over and promote you guys, provided i can keep my same number and you’re gonna give me a blackberry at a very low cost. (i didn’t say free! i don’t mind paying)

lololol
make sure you make a profit if you are listed XD
till then, i’m all for vodafone even though they never show me any love, not even once. *sniffs*

anyway, it’s tuesday and it’s cold. tomorrow at uni, there is marijuana day – yes yes. you heard me right. from 12 at the quad in UoA or Auckland Uni. there will be music, provisions of goodies and beverages and random assortments.

now, i am not endorsing this event nor condoning it. i’m just merely pointing this out in my little unknown blog. if you like it, attend it and show them bruthas, some love

if you have a problem against it, well don’t go and you can avoid the place. so, you have been informed.

if you want to stand up against it, you know all the legal channels to protest

if you want to promote it, then you also know how to do it. go write pretty words and do some drawings.

i’m just. making it. known.

tuesday, i am sick and tired physically. and my head is about to explode again. i wished the bleeding would stop but who knows…… i also had a funny day. i mean like my friend’s car was in a really bad shape then it wouldn’t start or anything.
my friend cooed his car with sombre words of promise like “pls give me another chance” and lmfao…the car decided to obey it’s master and miraculously break down and started leaking after we made it to the mechanics hahahahaah like 2 hrs later! AWESOME RIGHT?!?!?

that’s like herbie in his car ok?!?!? anyway it doesn’t matter. it was funny. i was in no state to go to class anyway since i almost passed out…sigh….

have a good week ahead! XD

Filed under: Uncategorized , 21st century technology, AU student event, day in life, facebook, herbie, IT, kiwis, marijuana day, new zealand, telecom, twitter, txt, vodafone

it’s just a game…

that’s what these people tell me to treat this shit.
it’s easier said than done because you are not at the receiving end of this bullshit. so since i have to cop it, we do it my way. anyone who isn’t involved should just stfu and listen to me rant.

sigh.

give me a verbal via txt for something that happened on thurs that lagged on until today.
i think this is most certainly unfair but what can i do about it because everyone tells me to treat this as a joke?

hey
when you get a verbal or a written, it ain’t a joke.
it’s like a fine but without demerit points.

well no
i won’t take this shit lying down because this is EVERYONE;s fault.and in teh first place, if you noticed this from last week, why the hell didn’t you do shit since…you were working urself?
lmao.

don’t taint other people’s bright future just because you are already living your quasi dream.

sigh….that’s why people don’t listen to you because you act like a self righteous(at your convenience) bigot and also you are like an arrogant prick. and you even bend the rules for yourself. wtf. you’re not god.

and btw
if you need to put up a show using unwilling puppets to get what you need, your show is a failure…lmfao…your method is failure cos even if it’s free, nobody wants to come to your play…so grow up a little bit and maybe employ a bit more respect and reverence to another human being, perhaps then, will the mass horde start giving you the respect you desire or need to feed on in order to function or live. (LOSER)

you cannot stand alone in this show. without the supporting cast, you are nothing. but of course, you think you are the best
and you can do the whole show by yourself. bravo. for your impeccable self confidence.

Filed under: Uncategorized , azn boss, moron, rants, slice of life

toughnut

“when the going gets toughs, the toughs gets going”

i often have that saying nagging at the back of my head. i guess that’s why, no matter how much crap is being thrown at me or the people whom i nosy about, i still try to do something about it.
sometimes, i cbf, so i take it head on. sometimes, i run away and then i come back and face with when i’ve gotten some new gear to tend to the problem. not everything, can be solved at first. this i believe. running away, isn’t cowardly. (well not in my books)

these days, life can get quite tough but we will persevere.
and i’m sure we can make it out of this gloomy cloud. i mean, 6 more months till the new yr(chinese new yr) so that means, luck is bout to change right? RIGHT??!?!?!? (if not, back to buying counter charms but i have been procrastinating about buying counter charms – apparently you need to carry pig?!?!? and thus never got one…but never mind. obviously, i think bout this but i do naught bought it -_-)

so
i should be pissing in my pants but i’m actually reveling in adrenaline, trying to get through the week -_-”
hope you guys have a good one. i’m off to eat fried rice with chilli (happiness can die) with fried egg (i wish we could use luncheon meat T_T..everyday i will be very happy even though i will die because of salt overload..but impossible since baby doesn’t like that stuff T_T” he calls them the inedible..)

and then off to go about the day’s bidding
pls let me win lotto. pls let me win lotto.
the winnings will not go entirely to me so please let me win lotto!

*takes our rabbit’s foot*

and i will also be going on a enlightenment trip which hopefully would see me give up many material things for the next 6 months. so i guess this blog will go back to my rants (as usual) and food, whenever it is, i cook.
no more eating out unless it’s unavoidable. thus, my point about being a toughnut. i’m not going to be spoilt anymore. i will work hard also. i can do this!I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!

nomadic lifestyle..here i come!!!

(why am i so happy -___-” )

edit: man my typo is real bad -_-”

Filed under: Uncategorized , brownie points, life, persevere, tough

weird food

i just read cindytey’s blog
btw she’s MDG (msian dream girl) winner season 1
pretty thing lar!!!!!her face is quite cute leh!!! i wish kenny sia can get me an autograph the next time he comes back to nz! (if ever and provided i didn’t scare him)

anywayz
that reminded me of some weird shit (but perhaps, a delicacy to others)..sorry i’m not refined enough as an asian…my apologies in advance if you think those delicacies are…exquisite…my pallet is just not trained to accept that. sorry peasant here!

click here for an idea of what i am talking about : sea cucumber

i was sick a few yrs back when someone thought it was a good idea to order that weird soup with that sea urchin shit…the soup was black, the night was black with poor lighting and the crap inside the soup with supposedly healing abilities was black….like a clump of shit…zomg..

i don’t care how expensive it is but i am so not eating that crap….then anyway said person got angers and then i had no choice. i had to layan a bit…but all in all, i wanted to stab him for making me drink that ominous shit.

but right after i telan hahaha I PUKE IT BACK OUT hahahaha i guess you can really call me a peasant since it was soo disgusting it wasn’t funny. like eating crunchy seaweed but the mental images was chewing some worm guts…big FAT WORM…fuzzy also…said person was not pleased despite me laughing my ass off haahhaahahah….i still laugh when i see that weird shit in those asian restaurant…

baby goes ><” when i poke the aquarium glass violently like mad person….and lucky he doesn’t think they are nice to eat(more like don’t want to order incase i puke on table and then he paiseh…maybe he really cannot bring me anywhere.. since i’m such a disgrace)

but i stress, there are many fucked up asians like this – just because they think it’s expensive, so die die, also must eat la… lobster, birds nest, shark’s fin, sea urchins, cockroach, rats, scorpions, frog, dog, cat, grass hopper, snake……so kiasu for wat? cannot eat it won’t die wan ok? omg…don’t let me start on those fatty azn food…*pukes* trotters, hocks, belly, jelly fat..YUCKSSSSSs… but i digress, it’s just me..sorry if u love those kinda things..

me on the other hand….one day no rice i sure die wan….
having said that, i am lucky i am able to afford whatever it is i want to eat (except elbuli…..) but even if i can afford it, i still won’t buy it cos…..in the end the expensive food would come back straight out from my mouth as mess…*sigh*

oh yeah
me thinking of moving back permanently is on hold. shit like this reminds me if i go back, i worry bout things like this. if i stay here, at least, i can move to some countryside and be country bumpkin but we all know, this isn’t going to happen because i hate the countryside with all kinds of passion.and also, i will never hear the end of my mother’s nagging…haihz….but baby is slowly opening to the idea of going offshore to live for a while…hahaaha…MUST…SWAY..him…to go to hongkongggggggg….most likely, not gonna happen ><” but if we don’t live, we need to travel. that is compromise. because, if you travel, you see. you experience. you live. you feel.
it’s better than reading a book.
and definitely way better than having to listen to some asshole preach about life.

your 1/4 teaspoon of salt isn’t comparable to my 1 tablespoon of salt. go bleed a little bit and go face death a bit closer than come back and talk to me. btw, don’t fucking tellme to go to bed when you sleep at 2 am in the fucking morning. i can do 3 shifts in a row even though i could be drugged or semi intoxicated. i love bars. you, love being on a high pedastal…and just so you know, most of us who work for you can pull 150 hrs a week without any effort but we won’t because neither the pay nor the environment is tempting enough. and don’t be stingy boss. buy us a proper meal from time to time (ie pizza or mackers) instead of fucking azn takeaways from across the street. that’s oily. and cater for the vegan man..don’t force vegan man to eat fried potatoes and spring roll..

btw uni is T_T”

Filed under: Uncategorized , azn boss, azn food, rant, self conceit, urchins, weird azn food, weird food

6am calls

6 am monday

my friend felt the need to txt me about his gig at some random bar.

at 6. fucking am.i should black eye him but i am vertically challenged. need to stand on milk crates to reach closer to his face.

rewind back a few months back

boss left for australia and txt me at 5.30 am friday to train thew newbie/newgf on monday at 9 am.

this isn’t life and death. this is PLAN YOUR DAY PROPERLY and don’t make other ppl pay for it fucker

rewind back a few months

the boss told my friend off for txting him at 6 am in the morning. (she txt him at 10 pm the night before) and then went off on her for being inconsiderate. LOL. she was crying bout this cos she got sounded badly. i also don’t know how to console her since all i could say to her was, what to do, we work for a hypocrite. and on general, the boss likes to call us at those ungodly hours to tell me i didn’t refill the sugar or top up 1.5 cm of beans. ……….

i could go on all day but i shouldn’t….-__-” because this is a waste of time and i am still around because of circumstances or some lame excuse i seem to be giving myself.

can you imagine i have to put up with this kind of ppl for a 2 yrs already? lol….without knowing it, time seeps by and i sit down at a bench in the park one day and feel utterly tired of this. actually, maybe it’s a pity those ppl have to put up with me.  i should just go die or something. -___-”

school starts today….and i am already wagging.

good job.

Filed under: Uncategorized , 6am abuse, aznboss

AION & sri mahkota

omg.
AION
i just saw the beta for this game (beta ends tonight and it’s in chinese so..GG la..my chinese is suxor…so don’t even bother to ask me translate and shit like that) but OMG

hahahahaha it’s quite cool larrrrr
you can detail customize (ie breast size, hair length, ass size, height, eye brows details, face + body art, clothes etc..)
i’m not shitting you…

the graphics is quite light (if you compare it to WoW) but it’s ala azn style………..the characters looks quite cool ala FF12+++ …. and the game concept is cool – Prepaid hours so if you decide this month you are quite busy and you can only play 2 hrs, that’s fine. next month you can continue XDDDD (unlike paying monthly and then feel gutted that you have to suspend a month on vacation or forfeit the time)

i’m so going to hassle asus to faster get new stock so i can buy my laptop and play la (i didn’t get to buy a new one from asus cos they haven’t brought in new stock >< ..i went back to check and going back next week! and no i don’t want a desktop so don’t bother la..if i cannot play the game on the laptop i rather not play)

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but it’s really cool la..you guys should check it out hahahaha
BETA ends tonight so : )
if you want to play it, go preorder your special edition now from EB XD
i think we’re gonna do so tomorrow but till then~~

below the cut is my sunday lunch at sri mahkota

Filed under: Uncategorized , computer, gaming, l'occitane, malaysian cuisine, mmorpg, p2p - pay to play, quasi food review, skin care, vanity

new layout

yep
i hope you like it – i removed all teh clutter. if you don’t well..too bad…now…i am thinking if i should go fix all the old post photos? (cbf honestly) and put proper borders or..not bother…(most likely not bother)

i tried to get a header…but then i realised, i don’t know what my blog is really about except ramblings and all i could turn up with was blocks of letters and numeric fonts at random…
then well…i don’t know where to enter the header here..so oh well….

i wished i could change the name of this blog now..
the original purpose is no longer there – no illness to fight but maybe perhaps, a will to go on living to find out what holds in the coming days.

oh yeah
i’m going on a liquid diet now because we’ve eaten too much in the last few days…the only time i blog now is when we decide we’d all go back to our own houses to rest before we eat again and seriously, on wednesday, literally, we had our FULL MEALS no more than 2 hours apart- breakfast, lunch and dinner and bubble tea…omg wtf lar .

^$%^*$^#%
i am really like that fatty penguin plushie from kelly tarltons..speaking of which, it’s been 7 yrs since i last went there, aside from the snowcatmobile and the picture at the entrance thingy, nothing has changed…i don’t remember the price but it’s still frigging expensive..i rather go to the sydney waterworld and zoo (2 in 1) thing anytime and i think i paid around the same AUD but don’t care la..point is, WHY NZ STUFF SO CACATED WAN? (yala yala…i should just fucking go back to asia….)

anyway
i’m admiring angela baby and janice man more and more…sigh…
pictures to upload again but IT TAKES BLOODY AGES TO SORT THEM OUTTTTTTTT and i think i cannot afford a DSLR camera because it’s 4 digits for the cammie and then after that i’d have chynwey’s syndrome and want to buy lense but all thise is ridiculous for me because…I AM NOT A PHOTOGRAPHER and just buy shit for whim. CANNOT LARRRRRRRRRRRR..the lense can cost more than the actual camera itself and omfg la everyone keep saying canon > nikon but i still like nikon because….all those bloggers got canon and i not good enough to be anywhere near them *cries*

anyway if you guys know of anyone who is hiring temps, plz leave me a comment! i need $$…cos i never seem to have enough.
oh yeah, nobody in nz sells GBA cartridges anymoar…haihz.

Filed under: Uncategorized , blog, new layout, vanity

villa maria vineyard

i didn’t know wineries were cheap. well at least for villa maria estate, at $5 per person for tour and another $5 per person for tasting, that’s cheap. and VERY WELL WORTH IT! well the one in auckland by the airport, that is : )

apparently if you eat lunch there, your wine tasting is free.i just found out, i got charged for it * but it doesn’t matter because we all had a good time. but aside from that, their service is good and the guide was very obliging and knowledgeable and friendly (to entertain our numerous questions XD ) the wine tasting experience – we went through 5 bottles of whites and 2 bottles of red – was something new and i never really know how to taste the wine’s characteristics until today and also knowing how wine comes to form is also quite interesting. remember people – drinking wine is to savor it, not gulp it down and go AWESOME…lol…

the meals were prices decently. the most expensive would be the lamb ragout at $24. cheapest would be the sides but don’t even remember the price… i thought everything was decently priced and i was expecting to spend up to $300 there today but we left with a few bottles of wines and the bill came up to about under $180 for 4 people. cheap and nice, just the way i like it! they also have cheese platters and breads and dips – simple dukkah-ish dips and olive oils. very simple menu with market soup – soup of the day and gnocchi and ragout – vegetarian or lamb, seafood chowder, chicken risotto and i forgot something else but it was all simple food and the menu pair it up with it’s matching wine so it was quite awesome.

the villa maria auckland estate is quite scenic despite being in the manukau ind. area! i didn’t take pictures cos i forgot and there was no grapes so maybe i will go back in summer. the rest of the pictures i will upload lar when i can be bothered but if you have nothing to do and want to go for a wine experience that’s not far, head down to the villa maria estate and enjoy the wine and food. oh yeah, it’s best you make bookings ahead of time but wine tours are at 11 am or at 4pm but do ring them and ask them : )

Villa Maria Estate
118 Montgomerie Road
Mangere 2153, Manukau
(09) 255 0660

pictures? LATERRRRRRR LAAAAAA

edit: omglar

the guy asked me what’s pinot means in english but i was not sure so i said i dunno…actually i was right..dam phailure..like i also dunno why i tell ppl i actually understand french (if you speak slow and simple) but i was telling my bf about the other french word…but ok i can tell u now cos i went to check it up cos i loosely translate but if you are french, PLS CORRECT IT! cos i used google. (btw lemme clarify – i understand basic french but i don’t speak cos nobody to speak to and to correct and all my accent and intonation is phailure so i don’t open mouth unless i need to..)

pinot noir – black pine

sauvignon (sauvage – duh – savage – ) blanc – wild white

ok lar i guess….

Filed under: Uncategorized , quasi food review, wine and dine, vineyard, villa maria, travel, auckland

soulsista and friendship and contemplation

hai hai! i’m still watching nana! wtf! n i find myself looking for clothes and similar and actual accessories…i’m glad i didn’t log in lest i feel impulsive n click buy..i also don’t know how to explain my credit card bill then…. (even though i pay for it myself but i promise no impulsive spending for no apparent reason.else…i will see his wrath..which is more scary than me….it really is true you know – the silent people are the most scariest. transparent ppl like me, well you’ve seen it once, you’ve seen it all!)

soul sister – do people have one?
i believe i might have one (my lahling cos we’re almost similar to that but i am the least grounded one and thank goodness she still let me come around XD and cook pancakes for me even though i tend to fob her off ) /sigh
i do love you, and you know that, so that is more than enough!i’m sorry i make you worry sometimes and i can act cold and nonchalant but it’s also for your own good like you do it to me when u think it’s for my own good!

my own sibling, we’re related through blood. we’ll always understand each other and the other will always back down when the time is appropriate. XD

but i won’t know until i am 60 because my friends might not be around or i might not be around then. sigh. i kinda wonder though, how do people make friends?

i make friends by being whom i am and if people like me, they will stay if not, they go away and find someone else. like really, i used to want ppl to like me and i cared what they think of me..but it . was. a lie. everyone stabs everyone so i guess, the only choice is to take the truth straight to the face and realise that ppl who have ballz of steel to tell you so, must obviously care about u. but the truth must hurt them too. that way, it counts. if it was done deliberately, then they are not friends. like that “brother” of mine. i think he hurts me deliberately because he thinks he’s god almighty but i’ve grown a bit up now. i take ur shit in and it goes out of the door once the clock hits 5 pm : )

i used to be those people pleaser – everyone must like me. i think i was….mislead somewhere in my childhood for various things. i don’t blame my parents so don’t worry bout that. older and wiser now. shit just happens and they are in the past. so..blase. though i wish i was cooler when i was young. not acting like a wannabe groupie. fuck. what a shameful life.but it’s ok. as long as i acknowledge it, i guess i will just cringe if ppl are going to tell the world i used to wet my bed or i had braces and geeky glasses or ppl stole my puppy love crush or i got upset when someone stole my pencil case or how i tried to dress like a grown up only to fail at it when i was 13 or how i poke my eyeballz with eyeliner (maybe that’s why i still am retarded when applying eye liner..)

i don’t know man..
builds character and then one fine day like this
i sit on the bed remeniscing and supposed to be watching oprah
i sit on the bed in this gloomy weathers to others but awesome weather to sleep in for a msian like me,
i feel like laughing at myself for what an idiot i am

i wish i could write really nicely though like pink pau or peter tan or min wye (whom i will see in less than 24 hrs! i’m really happy : ) and chynwey, soon it will be ur turn ok? ) and that when people read this page, they don’t go “what a piece of shit” but sorry i guess..i’m not eloquent enough.

even this post isn’t a proper substance. i used to write with substance but i can’t now because people know me better now and if i show that kind of tendencies like i used to, then they will worry a lot..i don’t want that again. i also don’t want to make him/baby worry anymore.

now
one last thing
i can actually watch a movie alone and even go to movies by myself .
what i cannot do is drink, by myself
because
it isn’t fun
and also
i fear i might consume myself and die.

Filed under: Uncategorized , friendship, random, slice of life