i <3 transformers

mannnnnnnnn i jsut got out of transformers and while i was in the cinema,i just realised, how much of a big kid, I ACTUALLY AM!

squeling and oohing and aaaahing and cringing and OMG-ing n fidgeting and and and and
T_T bumblebee SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE can fight so chun now! and of course, the epicness of the entire movie is..OPTIMUS PRIME!

i really think they could do without the sam n michaila kissing n i love you shit cos it’s dam forced scripted for hollywood content. won’t win oscar for story line but maybe CGI lar hahahahahaa
SO CUTE AR THE AUTOBOTS!!! I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT all of them T_T (the deceptikonz are fugly so u guys can have them T_T)

lolololol
my feet’s so soreeeeee right now
i could barely stand up cos it was another long ass day in hell
sianz to the 11111
i need to quit and run and leave because
1) it’s unhealthy
2) i can’t be bothered anymore
3) i don’t have fear anymore of some sort of “retribution” because if i live like that, i’d never be able to live.
ie . scream at someone now, maybe retribution later would be somehigherups screaming at me. whoah EVEN STEVEN! but this circle will never end.

moving on ~~
there’s nothing to eat anymore in this city.
so boring.
my weekend is coming soon…so close..yet so far… T_T “
hope you guys make it to friday and have awesome time in the weekend!

one more day left to book my ticket and run away for good…

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am i being overboard?

i asked my boss to use the BCC function in future when massive email staff. it’s because it’s my personal email and the one i use the least (not h0tmail or yah00) and also my other friend (who was on the mailing list said to not give it out too!)

and also because
they didn’t give us the

staffname @ workplacename dot com

DID THEY PROVIDE THE WORK EMAIL?
they didn’t
so
they infringe my privacy?
yes
i’d say so

i’m only anal because the other 8 person on the mailing list is a hotmail user.

oh yeah
SP4M time B4BY!!!11111

“i see no problem with why can’t other staff have our contact details?”

-the boss’s response

hey man
our email links to our facebook??blogs????craiglist???myspace??friendster???bebo????

if we wanted to add our boss on our fb
sure man
if i wanted to MSN my boss, sure thing! FTW!
what if those other hotmail users are famous for chain forwarding emails?
oh yeah…great man..hit me up! *sarcasm*

felt like asking my boss
oh why dun u massive email out our private addresses and also our bank account details and our wage rate?
fucking morons.

so was i wrong to voice out in an email stating for future, just use the BCC function?
i don’t think say

they, thought it was.

i’ve never held a job where the boss says, if you have a problem, come to meand you guys work it out and it’s all sweet.

but this one, but when you go to them, it’s like suicide. always, the boss blames m for every thing.
boss blames me for noob’s mistake.boss blames me we close late and i shouldn’t get paid if we dun finish in the time frame he set.
boss blames me for not reminding him of my day off even tho i told him 1 month ago, 2 weeks prior and the week itself.he says i didn’t write it down but i was there by his side, while he was  doing his fucking roster. it’s my fucking fault someone calls in sick and it’s my fucking fault nobody respects the geezer. if i didn’t need money i’d have gone but i work all kinds of jobs just to make ends meet…shit.

censorship
dictatorship

absolute control and bullying

i’d have moved back to asia if i wanted this kind of flax.

well my fault
cos i work for an asian boss

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up and about

i watched 2 movies today
and one yesterday
they were

State of Play feat Russel Crowe and Ben Affleck and Robin Wright Penn (i love them both – mr and mrs penn even though they’re breaking my heart up with divorce)

Dead Space: Downfall – i think it’s from an xbox game and so they released a prequel of the events in form of anime for the game. very gruesome and yeah…not my cup of tea…

these 2 movies – they have something missing in there. sigh. i can’t find the link but something crucial yet very little is missing from the movie to link the epic/climax part with the ending.. but oh well, could’ve been me..i could’ve been dense and therefore couldn’t understand the cause and effect.

then i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and i was blown away.
for one, i cannot believe jim carrey was capable of acting the TOTAL OPPOSITE of himself (on/off screen)
secondly, i thought Ethan Hawkes wrote it but i was wrong. it was that tosca under the sun or something like that..shit..
thirdly, why the hell am i 5 yrs too late in watching this movie?

it was amazingly good!i actually like kate winslet in this movie. i hated titanic and the last one i saw with her, she played that german lady who was illiterate or something..i forgot..the one where she had an affair with the boy…older version played by kevin costner i think…oh well…

quite good. how i wish i could forget a lot of things too but then it’s intricate you know, this thing called memory. the brains sees everything but you are only aware of a few things. they can be stored there forever and you will never know until something brings up that event to mind even it if was a minuscule item.i forgot where i read that but it’s true. your eyes, they see everything but what do you, really see at the end of seeing? only the ones you were attentive too, i guess.

oh yeah i have an exam tomorrow. shit i’ve not even done anything bout this and i have to go in and open my mouth for 10 minutes and say something and then answer questions. am i going to die? why, yes i believe so!

and it’s freezing. i have 3 layers of flannel on and i am still unable to feel the heat. i’m sleeping on top of the electric blanket thing and still can’t feel anything. =.=

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monday’s dinner

first and foremost
i want to make zhong next week.
secondly i don’t know if it would be a success or not because the last time i help rolled these mofo was in the late 1990s when i was living wif grandma during zhong season..yeah man..my grandma made n sell these during seasons (my friend’s mom was the festive bakers…) boy was i plump when i was a kid.

so in order to make zhong next week hence this influenced my monday night’s dinner. i decided i wanted to eat it(the zhong/bak chang) ala msian style – with sambal belacan like grandma make but of course i can never replicate what my grandmother makes because it is simply impossible but i can only try to reach 70%. but i went ahead and made it anyway…it’s not as good but i’m sure next time it would be better! (the first try i forgot bout it and burnt it…but here’s a warning? when you want to cook this dried sambal belacan, then well you need to have powerful hob over the stove and also close all the doors and open all the windows else you will quite possibly die from the belacan’s smell……)

(btw i burnt this cos i forgot to mind my pan and it wasn’t blended properly and i was hungry..it looks like shit that’s for sure but it tasted good!)

i guess it wouldn’t matter anyway if it didn’t turn out really well as i’d hope for because it’s all done with care n love and my bf would just makan anyway XDDD he’s really getting used to msian food and i’m kinda over taiwanese food for a bit because it’s getting too bland. so instead of complaining, i take things to my hand and decide to cook nasi lemak since 2 weeks ago i made chow kuey teow in a simple style using cheong fun cos no more hor fun..but hor fun n cheong fun is same materials just cut/rolled differently but noodles is noodles so yeah… oh yeah i didn’t have a food processor so i did it with a juice blender..omfg..i want to buy one but i dun cook that much so i guess maybe a mortar is more suitable but nz house flooring cannot take that mortar crap..

so here’s the pictures
i made nasi lemak~~ yushhh`~~

the rice is really made like traditional but i forgot to salt it wtf…

sorry it’s not very original because i cbf to go blend spice n cook from scratch! i bought brahim’s rendang sauce packet for $4 and then thicken the gravy myself lmfao!

cucumber too expensive and my other half said anchovies/ikan bilis is too salty and unhealthy and blabalbalbala (mostly he cannot tahan the smell) so i didn’t buy..omg HA MAI IS $11.50 for 200g only WTF i had to mix cheap ass ha mai (dried shrimp) with the expensive stuff…the cheap shit is really SMALLLLLLLLLLLL……

sigh..

and it cost me $20 to buy all that stuff/herbs to make the belacan for my zhong and nasi lemak..my bf noted i guess it was cheaper to eat out but then i figured i ain’t paying $20 for a small rounded container of belacan when i can make this n eat it everyday until i get sian for $20… he got nothing to say….

country road got sale again!! got some pretty nice stuff there i must say and i did score something at 50% off….so freaking happy but i couldn’t leave the shop with the 2 same tops but in diff colors cos someone was making noise -___-”

XDDDD

i hope you guys have a good week ahead! i got one more paper to go then i’m off for a month..should’ve gone back to asia ARGH ….

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upcoming celeb blog from Michigan

alright.
the new upcoming Celebrity blog from Michigan :
djstoneage blog/plox

because i have a blog i am going to do a favour back to the community. thanks to the people who have plug me and said a few nice things about me (even tho my blog is about rants)

i now present you
DJ StoneAge who hails from Malaysia but currently lives in Kalamazoo, Mich. Btw he’s a super talented events manager (ask most of the msian kids who did their prom!!!!) and has done many great things for his school. Please feel free to ask him to set your wedding or school prom. He can even skate on ice and Dj at the same time. Now, aside from his studies (aeronautical engineering) he is an aspiring photographer : )

in all seriousness,
i like it when he dj’s freestyle live with a drummer!

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= \

i cannot go out and play because i haven’t finished my homework…*cries*
at this point
all i want to do is go out and play T_T”
and eat….
eat
eat
eat

kinda need food..
last 2 weeks it was either leftover food or no dinner or steamboat (over and over again-__-) or pies or steamed pumpkin or being threatened to eat leftover brown rice…friday night’s dinner was the best!!!

sigh…
i want to cry now…
dunno how to shit 1.4k words like that…

: (

i have a nagging feeling i want to go back to asia…
like bored of life here in the winter..
but if i go back
i sure complaint like no tomorrow…
and i doubt i will have that much of freedom like i have now anyway

ah what the heck….

back to shitting my 1.4k word essay…

btw midnight secretary’s ending was very disappointing…
i can’t believe i waited that long leh only to kena potong stim like that…sigh…

lucky old classic of GS Mikami is back…man it’s been a decade since i last read it : ) i actually remember some of the scenarios hahahaha wtf….

i want to eat klang bak ku teh and blac peppercorn or chilli crabs and lala(clams)

T_T “
i also want the mamak’s nasi lemak and the roti canai….
and asam laksa and real chow kuey teow and those savoury kuih…haihzzzzzzzzz

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epic tragedy

i often wonder if my life was like a tragic story
because i may not be stricken with absolute poverty
or famine or some form of abuse
but i am enslaved to some form of tragedy

anyway
i wondered what would happen if say,
one day
i wake up and i just did what i wanted to do many yrs ago
buy a plane ticket and go off and see
how i could live/survive with a few miserable dollars.
but i might just end up dead in some alley with my organs on the black market..sigh..
moving on

so i was so tired yday
my legs literally gave way and my body couldn’t even carry me
you know, like i couldn’t even feel my legs?

i woke up from bed and stood my feet to the ground
then after 2 minutes of finding coherence
i got up and stood on my feet
but only to fall back down
with a loud thud and rolled into the closet…

it’s like EPIC PHAILURE

because it was so loud
everyone who was sleeping came rushing into my room
and my bf who was moonlighting on WOW came in to find me on the floor like a dead person which shocked him -_-
i was very much alive but unable to move..

but really tragic because
i couldn’t get up or move
i didn’t get water
and got carried right back into bed
and fell asleep

so much for getting up to get water!!!!!!!

argh…
i’m really tired of my life right now..
i think my leg is going to do that again tonight
if it does
i think
i have to go see doctor…

i spent quite a bit of my life in the doctors’ office and hospitals as a kid because i was just plain weak….

i wonder how my adult life gonna be
but cannot be that weak right?
i mean
i roll on grass and i work dam hard
my hands coarser than a labourer man wtf
sigh….

i hope ya’ll have a good weekend
dymocks in queen street having a 40% closing down sale
i went to get books
i want to get more !

take care and keep warm~

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global.local scale

so ok
i am a slacker and i pretty much, deserve this but WHAT THE F*** MAN!!! nobody said anything bout interviewing anyone to write this mofo 1.5k worded essayyyyyyyyyyy

DUDE!!!! INTERVIEWING PPL IS PRIMARY FUCKING RESEARCH not SECONDARY~~ cos i gotta process that shit
that, is too much hard work for a 101 paper . i’m trying to graduate man…pts paperrrrrrr arghhhhhh should’ve done japanese or something….

WHO WROTE THAT FCKING EMAIL gotta be out of their mind
like how i am going out of my mind.

i sure as hell remember reading “discuss” and “impact of chosen event on a NZ business” – as in you paraphrase what you see when shit happens o that business.
ie. big meteor shower befalls a town.

that, translate to
on the night of xx in the yr xxxx, a town with a population of 8 was destroyed very swiftly by tons of meteors ( abcd, yr xxxx) that had befallen that slumbering town in the middle of the night.

ok, i am not creative but it answers, the question :
shit happens and the result? shit splatters.

man..on a global scale, i am, insignificant
on a local scale, i am still insignificant.
like nz – on a global scale, they exist but they are not prominent (lol look at the griffith’s article bout how key got done over by obama~i think his article is newsworthy hahahaha )
on local scale, they still work but..not good enough!

i going nuts trying to read on climate changes impact and also the NZ/USA FTA…..

i’m really stupid as you can see
but anyway
the person who has been hogging my requested book from the library by H.J Chang for 2 months, i hope you feel very good about yourself because i needed that book for my assignment too!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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deux mondes

it means more or less, 2 worlds.

nothing fancy. i just couldn’t fine a title and i just decided to take it from my french cahier…oh well…

how’s life?
it’s sunday
my head hurts and i could do with a drink
i can’t sort my week out because i have too many things to do and i cannot decide on what i want to do. the point is, there is no point in being decided because once i’ve decided someone would just fuck it up for me again

i’ve been living like this for 2 yrs
i just realised, how detrimental, this kinda shit is.
i still
have no freedom.

i am an adult now
and i think i have no one to blame except myself

i left someone do this to me
and thus i did it to myself

right.

now i am going to try and stand up against myself
and then take that mother fucker with me down to the grave

this isn’t some chilling plot about murdering someone
if i was going to commit something stupid like that
i’d have done it, then write it.
this is just me wondering how i can stop bullying

and i don’t care if your heart attack happens
best you die
that way
one person less to face.

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story of my life part 5378576

soooooo

i’m kinda testing out my twitter thing

may or may not stay up for long but it doesn’t bother me. if you can read this blog, keep it to yourself la
i really cbf to do much bout it. sigh..if anything my internet is painstakingly slow

sigh..don’t know what to do short of harrassing them AGAIN but let’s see how.
i’m sick and voiceless and about to die anytime soon so yeah..

gonna go cut my hair later. don’t even know what to do bout it other than i feel like paying tribute to four feet nine’s fringe style!
oh yeah i added her onto my reading list ages ago but forgot to update. sorry sorry. she really cute lar
and funny also! now if only nuffnang came to nz. i would be happy : ) but i dun think it would happen cos too little bloggers here.hey if u come, can i work for u guys?!?!? i’m sure there would be other msians who would beat me to that so oh well T_T”

anyway speaking of which

i’ve become a bit of a housewife. been cooking breakfast and lunch and dinner…-___-”
in a way kinda good cos that means i either go school or at home. i have 2 days shift at work. hooray!
there’s so many things wrong with my boss and even more with me, cos i still work for him. -__-”
well i am looking for a job atm so you can’t say i didn’t try.

anyway doesn’t matter
you guys just need to know my boss has bad personality that’s not even like human. so oh well. (my boss is azn and the stigmas associated with “azn boss” IS TRUE lmfao!but this one add a few more “eccentricity” lar….the man aint even 30 -_-”)

sucks to be me.

edit: cannot go cut hair cos car no battery. men! i tell them to not forget, they dun care and see now what happen? CAR ROSAK LAR COS BATTERY NOT WORKING..knn dam jialat. and i’m so into st germain now…awesome stuff!

edit: today’s meal was featured on mushroom….i think i gonna jialat cos i finished up all the mushroom in the house hahahaha mushroom omelet for breakfast then garlic mushroom & balsamic fused pide for lunch…dunno wat for dinner but i think it should be something not so good..T_T like fish head…(eating fish is like the bane of my existence) i don’t even know if the cheese rosak but lmfao

btw i think most people don’t understand why their omelet breaks. back to basic – because it’s too heavy(too much egg and too much fillings) and your flipping thongs are too darn small or too woody XD

but really lar. ..egg is fragile so just try not to pile on too much shit as i have seen many people do in their DIY home cooking and that’s why my omelet tends to be scrambled egg T_T” when i am not cooking : )

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