my blues…

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just living

oh hai.

oh hai.

alright.
the first wave i wrote about a few days ago
just became like 1235352634652x waves…..

i don’t think i will be able to survive the first quarter of the year
*cries* i am not even joking.
i didn’t mean to give up but looking at the contract i just signed on unofficially…
i am forever enslaved to this………………………..

tomorrow is the first wave but it’s 3264573452 meter high..
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i JUST CANNOT RUN FROM THIS CAN I????
HUHHUUHHHUHHHHUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anyway i just bought the jason mraz cd.
it isn’t bad…but i think the novelty is dying out.

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cny eve and buffets in auckland…..

firstly,

it’s cny eve so gong hei fatt choy sun nin fai lok to everyone : )

i hope everyone had a good reunion dinner
i played chef tonite. instead of making the whole yu-sang (raw fishjellyfish type dish) along with the yam well with cashew nuts and chicken etc…we went western.

hahaha i made dinner but i only want to show you the fucking awesome bruschetta i saw from jamie oliver’s at home show from a few days back. it’s so awesome how something so simple can store a lot of good things and bring smiles to faces ; ) needless to say, i immitated him and served that as entre before serving up the rest of the meal : ) cook on demand yo! which is very rarely i will do unless breakfast : )

so following jamie’s wild mushroom bruschetta recipe,
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**nb: the bread is normal wholegrain because we didn’t have any fancy french or sour dough toast/roll at home : )
i topped it off with parmesan because i thought it would look nice and i couldn’t remember if jamie oliver grated in some awesome fresh italian parmesan : ) but i’d dare say gerranno was very lucky cos he got to eat a really really nice meal XDD

that was followed up by
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cold swiss potato salad but it’s not really traditional because, AGAIN i looked through the fridge and took out all the almost rotting fruits and vegs and threw it in. mayonaise and yoghurt with a bit of lemon works wonder on taste LOLOL

the mains was lamb and steak but i forgot to take a pix of the lamb..sigh…so it was one of those premarinated ones you can buy in the supermarket so no biggie…tho this was the first time i cooked meat without charring it (cos other ppl was eating hahahaha i charr all my own meat cos i hate blood) which leaves us with the steak.
it wasn’t marinated so we had to diy it

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fried it as it is and just emptied out the last 1/4 of our cheap red wine we were trying to get rid off and then just cracked pepper. i am quite proud to say that was all i did without any garlic or onions…we had been eating shitloads of beans and onions and garlic and i thought it was high time we ate fresh. so i fried the steak and then just semi poached it in reducing red wine….as it got into a thick gravy, i threw in some leftover potatoes to soak it up and left it all to fry : )

meat was served med rare tho it ended up rare…-___-
but rest assured, no meat was charred. see i am not that selfish can cook for other ppl.

last dish was also premarinated chicken.
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think it was morroccon but couldn’t really tell and i dun really care cos i dun like chicken and then under the chicken was all the crapping out veges…just roast them with some backyard herbs like roastmary or thyme or parsley and it would be ok….be generous with the EVOO..i mean you are trying to give life back into crapping vegs…. this is what happens when everyone works and the weather so hot it’s just really takes effort to want to eat proper meal instead of ice cream for dinner…..but i think i am just about done eating cucumber salad every night for dinner -____-”

drinking corona while eating all of this was awesome : )

under the cut, our buffet lunch at valentines……and this is my moral message to new zealanders who fits the hat.

NEW ZEALANDERS, IT”S THE WAY WE EAT AND DRINK THAT MAKES US FUCKING OBESE. STOP BLAMING THE ESTABLISHMENT AND THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT’S TIME WE GAVE MORE FUCKS BOUT OUR HEALTH than booze and hoes.
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skinfood new zealand

ok anyone knows where the hell are they in nz?
you can read from their website but i won’t link cos it’s defunct.

sigh…
anyway check out this shop at ponsonby – mecca cosmetica. you can shop online too : ) think they want to be a makeup heaven but then there is the direct makeup shop opposite recycle boutique in town. i forgot the address but it’s at the corner or margie’s building…

i am like forever so late on these issues…

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$100 – i wonder how far it will take me?

i have $100 left in my bank account. i wonder how far this would take me?

i want to know how it really is like to live on ultimately stretching the dollar.

i will try to put up little logs each day…i guess…and see how far a progress i make.
if my friends can make ends meet on $50, i think
i should be able too.

see ya’ll in 12 hrs.

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free at last

ok now i am officially a bummer..no job…no income..
i also feelin sibeh boh liao…

need to sit down, relax and reflect for the next move.
i’m almost done drawing up and hopefully end of this week i would be able to put up my own template for the site and it’s gonna be awesome. well i won’t accept anything under awesome for that case. sorry no choice.

i watched Hana-bi. lololol it was quite fun! a bit bizarre but the guy dam chio k? just beat up everyone who stands in his way…dam awesome..takeshi kitano is nao mai herrrrooo…. then i had the unfortunate luck to watch this sohai steven seagal movied called Attack Force MAHAI i thought it was 1997 but it’s fucking 2006 movie…and you know, they got problems with script, voice-ver, actors and actress, cgi and graphics and sound effects, plots and fucking armoury issues…. HELLO ????? but seriously that is the worst fucking movie on earth….
don’t know if it wants to be action movie or vampire chio flick…

then the second to worst movie i saw for the week was another 2006 movie but it’s from JCVD/jean-claudde van damme called Second in Command wasted my time….

oh yea the new links i’ve posted is from the postal dvd service i use. it’s not bad..like $40/month and you get like all these cds..no need to go pick them up..they post it out to you and you get free tickets each month or something…i don’t know la..it’s just for the parents to enjoy : D

having said that, i am too bored and too free and i don’t know what i should do and it’s raining.

go to gym?
go swimming pool/sauna?
go running (now cannot cos raining and i am a bit sick…everytime i go on holidays i am always sick….take xmas..dam good example….for the past 4 years, i’ve always fallen sick on xmas..)
go shopping (ahhaahahah can see cannot touch now cos gotta be a bit conservative or else i will kenna sai also…)

i’m itching to go back to ponsonby but i will be the first to admit if i go back, i’d take 23674568i6576 pictures, never edit and never put up, just look and lament and at the same time, come back with 2475462523 op shop bags and what not what not. which is not a good thing.

so bored…haihz

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something inspirational

i found this on a chain mail. it deserves to be forwarded but it wouldn’t make any difference if i mailed it out or wrote it here

the most important thing that came out from that 5 anecdote was the following lesson

Work like you don’t need the money, love like you’ve never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody’s watching.

- anonymous

i guess sometimes, everybody just needs to be a little more kinder and a little less harsh of each other.

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food pixs for the week

ok. it’s friday i am working some odd jobs in the weekend so i will post this like now.
food throughout the week

1) i didn’t realise you can buy vegemite in a tube now…that is to say, FREAKING AWESOME cos i dun need a knife anymore..i wished they would put jam in it too…yum yum..it’s hygenic too but sadly you can’t see the insides unless it’s clear plastic..which i think should be cool but it needs to be recyclable… you know, doing our thing with being green.

here’s a pix
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obviously i had more stuff…soupless assam laksa from maggi…this is not from foodtown ok? this is like the real deal from msia..FTW
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(actually it’s so fricking spicy i cannot eat it with the soup…)

i haven’t been on the machine for like fucking ages….so yeah..sorry for the shit latte art…i really got some speed issues aye…normally i can control..but just as i was getting there, it’s the holidays…i will practice later when i am done with drawing for the next venture.

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i wished it would look better..maybe i’d actually “Graduate” from “barista school” from the guy who trained me….

the above staple has been my brunch for the last 2 weeks…day in/day out. except the week before i had plum jam and peanut butter crunch with cheese when there was no vegemite !!
btw ppl in nz eat vegemite with their potato chips and it’s really orgasmic……

today’s dinner
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chix korma..phailed version because i didn’t add cream and i only had 1 bottle of the sauce..yeah i didn’t make it from scratch because i didn’t feel like smelling like a walking curry stick when i go for evening walks and sweat all that calories out…. i wished it didn’t have chicken….but you know, i have to cook for other ppl..so yeah……sorry it looks phailed…tasted good : D

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the spicy garlic black bean pork ribs topped with phailed fried so-called jap tofu…
rawr….i need to learn how to fry tofu i think..WTF this has NEVER happened to me before…
i cook that stuff from scratch and i double smell as black bean pork…haih…when will all these food digest…..i’ve a feeling the dog is going to bite me when i take a walk later -___-”

all served with white rice.

for dessert i had a sesame crunch cookie thing from T-Mart…baby, this thing is super nice….thanks for shouting me dessert <3 <3

xoxo
peaceout!

p/s: under the cut is the recipe.

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my bucktooth

ya’ know, i had braces for 3 years..i took them of when was 16. why the hell do i still have this damned bucktooth type? and i’ve already lost 4 tooth.. now i am about to lose another 4.

anyway, i just had a look at a picture of myself. i really look like a tranny…sigh…and my lips are red and sore cos i keep peeling the skin off and then well, i saw my tooth..and was like..why did my mom even bother with braces? my tooth is like…not perfect..but it’s ok..i’m going to pull out my wisdom tooth and then get some plates back on to fix it.

smoking, coffee and alcohol caused them to be yellowed again. which was really a waste of money and succumbing to peer pressure but seriously, smoking made me felt more peaceful.
i had my tooth whitened sometime in 2007 but that was a waste of money….because it was only a so-so job.really cheap tho…bout $200?

so how has the week been for you? today is big day out..i can only imagine the madness…..sun, sweat, ciggies, BO, booze, music and hippies all day long..looks very impressive but i am claustraphobic-ish… lost in a sea of human multitudes.. not my cup of tea…pity the people who has to clean up….they introduced recycling and put on an army of recycling volunteers…lol…

instead, soaking in the bathtub seems like a much better option…. it also reminds me of being in hospital but it was pleasant because nobody was around to annoy me when i was young…..

everything here is white….the window panes are frosted and well, against the sunlight, the rays looked like some kind of yellow gaussian blur with my eye sleepily half closed… there are only 2 things with colors in this white walled room – the potted plant on the white sink and the yellow floor carpets on the white tiled floors….me, myself, i’m part of the walls now…turning into a pallid wrinkled prune…..if i submerge into the tub and hide under those white bubbles, the whole place would be serene.

don’t think so much..there is nothing significant about the white references…..it’s not written between the lines. i am not that good….

anyway something interesting and a good read – last virgin wants to get married. rawr. she waited like 91 years?
(assuming 16 is consent age but i did my mental maths…it’s bad and sorry if it’s wrong)

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my bucktooth

ya’ know, i had braces for 3 years..i took them of when was 16. why the hell do i still have this damned bucktooth type? and i’ve already lost 4 tooth.. now i am about to lose another 4.

anyway, i just had a look at a picture of myself. i really look like a tranny…sigh…and my lips are red and sore cos i keep peeling the skin off and then well, i saw my tooth..and was like..why did my mom even bother with braces? my tooth is like…not perfect..but it’s ok..i’m going to pull out my wisdom tooth and then get some plates back on to fix it.

smoking, coffee and alcohol caused them to be yellowed again. which was really a wast of money and succumbing to peer pressure but seriously, smoking made me felt more peaceful.
i had my tooth whitened sometime in 2007 but that was a waste of money….because it was only a so-so job.

so how has the week been for you? today is big day out..i can only imagine the madness…..sun, sweat, ciggies, BO, booze, music and hippies all day long..looks very impressive but i am claustraphobic-ish… lost in a sea of human multitudes.. not my cup of tea…

instead, soaking in the bathtub seems like a much better option…. it also reminds me of being in hospital but it was pleasant because nobody was around to annoy me when i was young…..

everything here is white….the window panes are frosted and well, against the sunlight, the rays looked like some kind of yellow gaussian blur with my eye sleepily half closed… there are only 2 things with colors in this white walled room – the potted plant on the white sink and the yellow floor carpets on the white tiled floors….me, myself, i’m part of the walls now…turning into a pallid wrinkled prune…..if i submerge into the tub and hide under those white bubbles, the whole place would be serene.

don’t think so much..there is nothing significant about the white references…..it’s not written between the lines. i am not that good….

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barista/waitress/cashier

hi

i’m seeking freelance positions for any cafe/restaurants around auckland cbd and it’s neighbouring suburbs.
if you need positions to be filled last minute for ONE OFFs shifts or just CASUALS,
i can be that person to fill in that slot.

i am an experienced barista, waitress and cashier.
will do the odd kitchen hand job but i ain’t cleaning the grill cos that is a man’s job…
i’m really petite ok..you want me to lift a tonne grill?gotta be joking.

anyway,
i can also do some bar work but no flairing or table top dancing. (not humourous)

obviously, i am asian but i can speak fluent english.
i can handle morning coffee rush efficiently.
however i might rephrase that sentence if your barista is top 10 in coffee comp.

sorry no 6-8am starts..there is no way in hell i can get there in time unless your shop is down the road from my house.

rate: negotiable as long as it’s decent….i’m just doing this for fun because i am bored playing housewife.

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